mind vomit

03/04/25: im trying to make a habit out of editing my written work more so that I can upload it here, why are words so much harder to post than drawings (i feel like everyone is looking at me!)
02/27/25: reminder to myself to take the picture of the drawing before glueing it into the journal
02/26/25: trying not to seek out happiness, i know i have to do things when i am sad, its just difficult.
12/14/24: its really fucking cold when you're at the top of a 900ft mountain.
10/22/24: i exist exclusively in cyberspace.
10/17/24: coding, writing, drawing, all like drugs to me.
09/05/24: my mind disintegrates into electrical signals and i become one with my computer.
08/07/24: my wisdom tooth is moving again, so much pain, can feel my teeth crawling over my gums, raking across them like hot coals, readjusting my bite, giving me a crooked smile.
08/05/24: sinewy lines of code pour onto my desk from my eyeballs.
08/03/24: gore plastered angel.